Day #132 | Woke up late

Today I woke up super late. I was having a beer through Zoom with my best friend from Greece until about 1AM, so I woke up today at about 9:00AM.

I just opened my work laptop. I didn't get anything done today. I might do some stuff during lunch break or if I have some downtime during the day.

I caught myself being a bit nervous today.

It's because I didn't do what I was supposed to do.

We all know deep down what we have to do.

So do I. But when I don't do it, I get stressed out. When I do it, I'm super chill and peaceful.

It's funny, cause I never used to get stressed. This year is the first time in my life I have felt stress about life.

The only stress I had was in training camps leading up to a fight. All I know is that after those camps, I was never the same person.

I'm glad that I'm stressed. It means I'm not comfortable. It means I'm growing.

Edit:

A few hours later, I managed to squash in some time and get the work done. Guess what. Now I'm relaxed :)

@alexwestco