October 19, 2020 | Riding the waves
My excitement and happiness levels are extremely tied to Cyberleads. Even though I don't want to, when someone subscribes I get excited and pumped. When someone unsubscribes, I become quite sad. I have talked about this before. You are not your business. You are not your MRR. You are you. You would be the same person at your core, even if you had 2 or 20 million in the bank. You are not your money. Anyway, today I went from an cancellation this morning, to a new paying customer this evening. If you do "tHe MatHs", I should be at zero again. I went from 0 in the morning, to -10. Then in the afternoon, I went back to 0. As if no one unsubscribed and no one subscribed. Wrong. Riding every single little wave is draining and exhausting. I feel a lot worse than if nothing had happened. I shouldn't do this.