March 12th, 2021 | Old notes
Went through some old notes on my phone today. It's a trip, going down memory lane. Usually, it's nice. You cringe at your old self and feel better about yourself now. But this time, it was different. Some of those notes were really emotional. Saying that I give myself a year to succeed. Saying that I feel lost, and feel like a total failure. I promised myself that I give myself one more year. After that, if I was unsuccessful, I'd return to my hometown and start working a normal job. Probably getting paid around $500 per month. Like I was two years ago. I'm so blessed and lucky that everything worked out. Fuck.