June 4th, 2020 | Burned out
Yuck. This past week was the last week of the month. Again, I left A LOT of work for the end. You know when you're on a run and you want to stop badly? Like, really want to stop? You have a sharp pain in your stomach, and your lungs are burning? You feel like you're going to fucking faint if you keep going. Well, imagine that if you stop and don't run the remaining miles, you won't get paid. That's how I feel every end of the month. I can't seem to split the work evenly throughout. This week I put in 15 hour days. Lol. I'll try to fix that this month. Split the work more evenly. Other than that, not much to report. Had two days off, Monday and Tuesday, so the week end was extra sweet. First days off in more than 6 months. We even worked on Easter Sunday, Easter Monday, Labor Day. Because of the corona virus situation back then. By the way, what the fuck is happening? Is the corona virus situation over? Or will it spike again with all the gatherings and riots everywhere. What an insane year. This was the fourth list I sent out for Cyberleads. Honestly, every list makes the previous one look like shit. They are improving drastically with every iteration!